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Maci spoke out about her feelings for Ryan in her book I Wasn’t Born Bulletproof. She shared that Edwards was her “most painful breakup” and a relationship that she “had so much invested in.”
“I convinced myself that I needed to make it work and ignored a lot of red flags. It was my second love, and my most toxic relationship. When it finally ended it was painful, but I also felt a sense of relief that the relationship was over…We tried for a little while because we thought staying together was the right thing for Bentley (after all my parents have stayed together through all kinds of ups and downs since they were teenagers)…But ultimately we realized that being happy and apart was far healthier for our son than being miserable and together.”